stalking just isn't the same without him

when i had my first heartbreak, it was tough.
my friends would hang out at my ex's house without me, all the time.  i felt like i had no one.  but max would listen to me. so we would go on walks, & i would tell him everything.  i started finding any excuse to walk past my ex's house (my friends were usually there playing outside).

max was my company.

he would walk with me all over the place, & we'd walk for hours on end & into the night.  eventually we stopped walking in that neighborhood, but we'd still go walking everywhere else.  

those long walks are what i miss the most.